have you ever felt so sad, but you could not spill things that weigh you down?

have you ever so desperately wanted to express the burden in your chest, but it is unethical to do?

have you ever craved for an understanment you were never felt, just so someone can wholeheartedly pat your back & tell you things will be fine?

have you ever made something up as a disguise of what actually happened just so you still stand out brave, strong, and powerful?

have you ever told someone you are lonely just to shorten years of many complications — but now currently going nuts because that is not the case?